Rob goes to trial Novermber 3rd…. and I’m scared as fuck! I know theres barley any evidence against him, but seeing as the judge already offered him a ple bargain clearly they have enough to find him guilty.

Realistically four - six months without wouldn’t be THAT bad, it’s just I worry.

What if our relationship isn’t strong enough to survive?
What if he’s not the same guy when he comes out?
What if I get lonely? (I can admit to doing HORRIBLE things when I’m lonely!)

I’d say what if I’m horny but I have a vibrater for that lol

He fucked up, & just like I told him his bags were packed when he got home. Suprisingly just like he said we talked about what was happening with the kids, visitations and money. After we were done he asked if he could wait until the kids got up to say bye.
He got the kids breakfast, clean diapers/potty break & their morning cartons… he was gonna leave while I took the kids to the mall… but I couldn’t let him go..

Rob: *Holding back tears* Im just doing too do what I was told..
Me: *crying like a bitch* I hate you! If you could have just kept your promise I wouldn’t have had to tell you to leave!
Rob: Treatment starts this week… I called to change the start date.
- showed me the info-
Me: Call Wayne and tell him your pays are to come staright to me than unpack your stuff.
Rob: Pity?
Me: NO! This is my last attempt of saving my relationship. Now hurry up we have an ice cream date!
Rob: I love you too

So I found out he’s not cheating on me, He’s been doing something much worse. He’s been hanging out with a guy he went to jail with! 

I gave him two options 1)Seek help (cause there’s only one reason he’d start hanging out with a buddy from jail) or 2) when I get money next week I’m packing up the kids & he’ll never see us again.

According to Rob he’s gonna check in to rehab (He didn’t even try to lie how bad it’s got!) I’m really hoping he gets some kind of help, cause I don’t wanna lose my family… But I will if it’s what’s best for the kids.

livin-pr00f:

mymonstersandi:

livin-pr00f:

mymonstersandi:

mymonstersandi:

livin-pr00f said: Ok I’m sorry if this is weird but we have the same couch set! Lol. Btw how are you feeling?

I’m sorry you also got stuck with an uncomfortable ugly ass couch (I really hate that thing lol) I’m alright,.. Nervous as fuck :/. How you doing…

Lol.. I seriously don’t think anyone likes the couch, cause I bought my for $10 from an old neighbor!  I know I keep reading that.. Doesn’t really change the feeling though :( 

(Has anyone told you it’s hard as fuck to reblog from your blog?!) 

Edit: Fuck I still didn’t do it right! 

lol it’s a good couch to get ya by until you can get another one lol.
No, nobody has ever told me that, I mostly use mobile so I never really see how my blog looks on desktop, I’ll fix it tonight :)

True enough :) 

Forget what I said about reblogging.. Apparently I just suck. At using Tumblr off my tablet! 

Aha, you’ll get better:) & have I ever told you I love your blog & seeing updates, I actually missed you when you were gone for that few weeks :/

No, But thanks :) Your easily one of my favorite followers! 

Those couple weeks really sucked actually! I only stopped cause I Knew anything I had to say would get me MAJOR hate! 

livin-pr00f:

mymonstersandi:

mymonstersandi:

livin-pr00f said: Ok I’m sorry if this is weird but we have the same couch set! Lol. Btw how are you feeling?

I’m sorry you also got stuck with an uncomfortable ugly ass couch (I really hate that thing lol) I’m alright,.. Nervous as fuck :/. How you doing…

Lol.. I seriously don’t think anyone likes the couch, cause I bought my for $10 from an old neighbor!  I know I keep reading that.. Doesn’t really change the feeling though :( 

(Has anyone told you it’s hard as fuck to reblog from your blog?!) 

Edit: Fuck I still didn’t do it right! 

lol it’s a good couch to get ya by until you can get another one lol.
No, nobody has ever told me that, I mostly use mobile so I never really see how my blog looks on desktop, I’ll fix it tonight :)

True enough :) 

Forget what I said about reblogging.. Apparently I just suck. At using Tumblr off my tablet! 

I know this is gonna sound super paranoid but I’m starting to think Robs cheating on me. The last week he hasn’t wanted sex at all, he’s been taking alot longer to go places than he should be & he’s been all around acting sketchy (when we get in fights reminding me he could  easliy find someone who “properly” appreciates him). 

If he is I know with who! It’d be with the annoying bitch from the pawn shop.. She’s made it VERY clear she’d take him home any night!

mymonstersandi:

livin-pr00f said: Ok I’m sorry if this is weird but we have the same couch set! Lol. Btw how are you feeling?

I’m sorry you also got stuck with an uncomfortable ugly ass couch (I really hate that thing lol) I’m alright,.. Nervous as fuck :/. How you doing…

Lol.. I seriously don’t think anyone likes the couch, cause I bought my for $10 from an old neighbor!  I know I keep reading that.. Doesn’t really change the feeling though :( 

(Has anyone told you it’s hard as fuck to reblog from your blog?!) 

Edit: Fuck I still didn’t do it right!